I wish I had VODKA right now

Roomate's asleep.

Drinking a full glass of wine that I smuggled into UUM.

Strangely enuf, I cant feel the alcohol at all.

I guess the 14% alcohol is not strong enuf to discard the unhappiness.

I wish I had Vodka right now.

Can no longer contain the unhappiness, feel like spilling it all out by tonight.

Somehow, "it" is taxing.

Very taxing, so much so that I feel like I'm being suffocated by my own world.

I wish I could turn back time.

To the days when ......